I started reading again—for the first time in years, maybe even over a decade. I went to Kinokuniya and picked up a few books I had already read, along with a few I had been curious about for a long time. At this point, it would be hard to say
The pain in my fingertips has begun to ease. Little by little, very gradually, it feels as though the fingers meant for playing guitar are returning to me. Though, to be precise, it may not be a matter of “getting them back.” It feels closer to something like the very
The moment I first saw it— The moment my hand touched the body— The moment I played the very first note— It wasn’t like that. Even after seeing it, touching the body, and playing it for a while, the decision to buy the guitar was still a decision I hesitated
From the very first day of my hospitalization, my body felt unwell and I developed a fever.Each time they took my temperature, it climbed higher — 37°C, then 38°C. I was told, “If this continues, the surgery may have to be postponed.” In preparation for the surgery scheduled two days
Tomorrow, I will be admitted to the hospital. It will be my first time staying in a hospital for more than two days, so I find myself a little tense about the experience itself. But there is no point in thinking too much about it. I will simply follow the